the hatred in my mouth is so palpable i could almost hurt you
i clench then together but i'm on the brink of hurting myself
my teeth want to feel your pain, and i want to cut them on your flesh
he keeps making me angry but i have to keep the anger inside because he doesn't deserve to be on the end of it
i want you to bite my tongue so the poison seeps back into me, back into my veins because i always absorb my shame
the paralyzing agent that makes my body go still but my mind run wild with fantasies of ripping you to shreds
i only have things to say when the blood rushes to my head and it's all i see
all i see is red
i want to see yours stain the carpet
it's hard to believe you when red is the only thing i see