[what are your thoughts on tomorrow ?
i know it might be a while...]

there's a stretch of time between now and then,
and it seems like i keep forgetting to take up my own space
because i'm so used to leaving room for you that i don't remember what it's like to be myself
[you want me to be myself but i'm still so afraid]
i keep becoming smaller and it doesn't help you because you're trying to help me
and i'm scared you won't be there tomorrow when i let myself feel whole again
i'm scared you won't wait to leave, and you'll just leave and let me be again
i know tomorrow isn't always certain, but i want you to be there
i dread time passing, because i know there's a reality where you aren't with me
i keep getting stuck in that worn path in my brain that i neither move forward or back
i just want you to stay [certain]
i want you to be there [for me] tomorrow
always tomorrow
always you