i fell and got hurt. it hurts more now that you're gone
a whirlwind of thoughts and the only one i can hear is
i hate you
but i loved you
how can i be alone now
you've made me feel alone so many times before
shouldn't i have gotten used to it by now?
i haven't
because you gave me small crumbs
that kept me attached to you
i don't know what to believe anymore
my thoughts or your words
neither are reliable
death couldn't be worse than this